March 4, 2012
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Recovering the Past
Sometimes I wonder what my ex is up to, the very first one. I liked him for a good three years and for good reason, too. He was such an interesting person. He took up many hobbies and interests and always took me along for the ride. It was either sushi, baseball, museums, photography, tetris, rap music, his car, several TV shows, etc, and he’d always indulge them with me along the way. He loved sharing his interests with me. When we were together, his interest in photography was really high, and he’d drag me along to all these places with his annoying huge camera bag just to take pictures. I went to go check out his Flickr, and he hasn’t updated since we broke up. Makes me wonder why he stopped or why he stopped updating. I wonder if he still has those pictures of me. At this moment, I’m almost positive, he’s obsessed with Jeremy Lin, a fellow Taiwanese, and whoever he’s with right now gets to hear about him everyday. I picked up a lot of habits from him in those three years. I can attribute my semi-obsessive and compulsive behavior to him. I wonder if he still wears that cologne that matched my perfume. I wonder if he still has his cat. I wonder if he ever found his scarf that he lost. I just wonder.
I think it’s the fact that we were at one time so consumed in each other’s lives and then so abruptly we cut all contact, as with the end of most relationships. Although our relationship was borderline terrible, I’m still curious to where he is in life and what he’s up to. I may call him up for lunch sometime soon.
Comments (6)
I can relate to how you’re feeling. As long as the relationship you and him with each other now are still on decent terms, I would think why not catch up with him (smiles). If they weren’t on good terms but you’d like to be able to reconnect again, I wish you good luck and hope things turn out well. Overall, I hope all is well for you over there (smiles).
Booty call.
So what happened?
Out of all the past relationships, I’m only on good terms with the very first one even after 9 years. We still talk and hang out. As for the others, I rather be thrown in a cage with a lion then sit in the same room with them lol.
very well written. excatly how i feel sometimes. =)
yup i wondered a lot about my ex. found a picture he took of me in a flickr post and i was surprised