Haha. True story! I paid my $10 membership, and on Saturday, I attended the Halloween kick-off party/fundraiser, which I doubt made more money than it spent. There were about 30-40 people, $5 per person, and let’s just say LOTS of expenses, if you know what I mean. xD I was told that a bunch of people were going to dress up. It turns out very few. -_- So I show up in my slutty costume, feeling out of place, but two shots changed my mind. Haha.

So, I’ve been hearing ALOT lately about kids (literally, I mean kids) having sex. First was in my Latin class where we always have random conversations. Mr. Nord was telling us that it is physically possible for 8 year olds to get pregnant and that 10 year olds have been documented. The only thing that I was thinking was “Damn, close your fucking legs.” And then recently I’ve had a physical and as a teenager they always pull me aside and give me the infamous “Sex Talk.” I usually breeze through it, blowing them away with my maturity. xD Well, I had the physical with my sisters and my doctor asked my 10 year old sister, and I couldn’t help but laugh. And my doctor said, “You’re laughing? I have 10 year olds that come in pregnant, 14 year olds twice pregnant.” And I literally made this face: 0_0. And today, I was watching the news, and they were talking about how MIDDLE SCHOOLS should provide for free birth control. According to that segment, 1 in 5 kids, yes, I mean kids, ages FIFTEEN and younger have sex. 1 in 7 12 year olds have admitted to being pregnant. And most refuse to get birth control because of the fact that their parents would know, and only 1% would refuse to have sex under the circumstances without birth control.

So I’m pretty much like WTF. I really don’t think that 12 year olds are really emotional capable of understanding the difference between emotional attachment and infatuation. [Notice, I did not say love.] No, I’m not advocating against one night stands and random hook ups, but image is a huge thing in middle school. No one wants to be a whore, but there are those few. But I’m sure that 20% of the middle school population can be accounted as a whore, meaning that they do have feelings for the people they have sex with. I don’t necessarily mean love, because I don’t even know what love is. So, I can’t tell you if they have or haven’t. I just really don’t think that they are mature enough to understand the consequences of sex, the attachment they get from sex, and the afterword. But hey, what can you do to stop them?

I need:

a keychain

 and a purse.

I want:

tanks,

bottoms, bras,

and a bunch of albums.

I extremely need:

MONEY!

So today, I’ve learned AGAIN that I can’t trust just anyone, even if they claim to me how much of a close friend they are to me and how much I can trust them. I’m constantly getting backstabbed, and my name is always dropped in a whisper when I’m not looking. Two of my so-called best friends were demoted to acquantance, and again my trust is broken again.

I always have to watch my mouth, even if I don’t do it well. This is why I’m so skeptical and very untrusting.

I saw this question, and I remember talking to Leah about this. So I decided I’m going to answer it.

No, I wouldn’t. I think you should go into marriage optimistically and a pre-nup is like, “Well just in case we don’t work out…” I don’t want to have a worry like that and it’s like a back-up. It would make me/my husband (depends on who makes more money) more apt and ready to have a divorce anytime there’s a fight while the other would be heavily reluctant. Without a pre-nup I think I would be more open to solving differences.

   

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for fourth hour doesn’t include me. =T I’m not too upset, but yea, it’d be nice to have the position to put on my college application. I’m going to work my ass off for senior officer next year though!

The end.