OKIE! time for AN XANGA UPDATE! [i feel there should be some type of hero music right here. XD]

omg i just had a whole thing to tell you guys, but i forgot. -_- well, let me try to scrounge up some life details to talk about.

today, i went with my parents to an anniversary party for my mom’s co-worker. they had some goooood roast beef. haha. & also, i kept getting compliments of how pretty i was. but then, i know that some of these people are slightly fake & the fact that my mom made me look good just so she could show off her daughter. & on top of that, we’d be leaving early so i could go to a yale information seminar that i was “cordially invited” to. so my mom could give that escuse & show off again once more. i feel like such a pawn.

that yale seminar was boring. but hey, i learned alot about yale, & it makes me kinda want to go there. it also makes me think i acutally have a chance. =T maybe i do. but they don’t even offer the major i want to take, but apparently you could MAKE UP a major. but they don’t even offer any business courses as far as i know. so i don’t know how i’d make one up. so yea. while i was there i saw martha from piano lessons, ryan from school, & representative hao from debate. just the people i’d expect to be there. haha.

my house is so freaking hot. i’m obviously sweating alot, causing my forehead to break out to what it was like in the 7th grade. -_- rawr.

i might go on a date tomorrow. it depends on my mood tho.

OMG. my screen froze for a second. i was going to die if i had to type this thing over again.

oh btw, i changed my mind. se7en > rain. hahaha.

this one has to be my favorite video:

omg. i’ve discovered something today. my mom doesn’t trust me. -_-

when i went over to arielle’s house for spa night on friday, my sister asks me, “what are you guys doing?” i said that we were just hanging out. & my sister was like, “well why are you so dressed up?” i was just wearing pigtails, & 2 overlapping camis. is that dressing up? & so my mom says, “oooh or…?” i interrupted her before she could finish that. & i thought nothing of it.

but yesterday i noticed i took something of adrienne’s. so i told arielle that i’d drop it off today. & so i ask my mom if i could go. & she’s like, “are you really going?” omggggg. arielle’s house is 5 minutes away. if i was planning on doing something else i wouldn’t be able to do it in the 10 minutes of driving there & driving back. first off, my mom should trust me, & second off, she should think before she accuses me.

now that my mom doesn’t trust me, it’s going to be hard to lie to her now. XD hahahaha. how am i going to get away with things now?

OMG. i just got my first paycheck EVER today.

i am hella proud. ^_^

okay so i haven’t posted in a while. let me think of what has happened since the last time i posted.

on saturday, it was arielle’s birthday party. it was fun! we took lots of pictures & played guitar hero & ddr. oh & of course eatttt. ^_^

PICTURES:

hahaa. ^^ that one’s funny. XD well there were a BUNCH more, but i decided against uploading them. so yeaaa. enjoy!

i hung out with holly lots this week. on monday we went scootering & dressed up all dorky to take scooter pictures. hahaha. we are so dorky; i love it!

my favoriteee. well then i slept over at her house on tuesday. that was fun. we just checked out se7en the whole time. haha. & did some other fun myspace stuff. hahahaha.

well that’s all i can think of. oooh besides the fact that i lost my english ap homework. rawr. -_-

you know what i’ve noticed? i say “haha” & make faces wayyyy too much. i need to cut back.

i’m extremely crabby.

i hate when the a/c breaks right when it starts to get hot, as in over 90 degrees hot, & my house is only a few degrees lower than the summer weather & is steadily increasing.

i hate that i lost my ap english homework, & if i don’t find it, i’m screwed.

i hate when my little sister is dumb. she plans on going to a block party, but yet doesn’t ask any of her friends when they are showing up. i drop her off at 4, which is the alotted time of the party. she asks me, “are you sure this is the right time?” she obviously didn’t double check & just depended on me. obviously thats what it said on the flier, but when her friends are getting there is a mystery. so ask i ask her, “do you want me to take you home then?” she’s silent for a couple seconds & says, “yea, take me home.” & i let her know i’m not dropping her off again. she gives me that ughhh, but doesn’t argue because i did give her a choice.

soo arielle is over. we had pho, & it was gooood! :]

today was the last day of work at the summer school. it a good day. too many hugs. real tight hugs by cute little kids. i’ll miss them. but especially sarah, the teacher i worked with. she got me a cheesecake factory cheesecake, stuffed pig, & giftcard. omg she’s so nice. i’m going to miss her like whoa. she was hilarious & so fun to work with. & i want to know how her marriage turns out.

wow it’s hellllla hot today! i want to go swimming but no one will go with me. :[

today is flag day, & the kids today had a flag day parade. it was adorable. & tomorrows my last day of work. awwh im going to miss everyone. today we also tried honey. it was good. like we tried the different types. my personal favorite is clover. least favorite was buckwheat. we also had honeycomb. like you put the whole thing in your mouth. the honey was good but the wax part was so weird. haha.

yesterday i had a dentist appointment. omg the waiting room was like out of a comedy. there was a lazy looking punk, a fake baking old woman who’s facial expression is fixed in a frown & has a man voice, almost like she took steroids, that was putting on makeup, there was a grandma lady sitting in the corner clutching her purse, & a sped kid. XD haha. i felt that was entertaining.

my dad keeps crushing my dream of going to upenn. its like killing me. he says even if i get into upenn but i get a scholarship anywhere else i HAVE to go with my scholarship. :[ i mean i understand but i really want to go to upenn. like crazy bad.

rawrrrr. marys sick. :[

yea i haven’t updated. but i have lots of stories to tell.

work has been QUITE interesting. me & the teacher have gotten close. she’s hilarious & such a player. even tho she’s engaged. -_- hahaha. & we laugh at what the kids do together. it’s fun. one thing is that this kid cameron is very touchy feely on his best friend in the class. well he’s touch feely with everyone. like he’ll just hold onto people while they’re all in line. it’s strange. but during rest time, sarah, the teacher, caught him spooning with his best friend trevor. & we were like “OMG. hahahahah.” XD haha. man it was so weiiird. & that same day they were all in line & i saw cameron slapping some other kids butt. i was like, “whoa. this kid is either going to be gay or a sexual harrasser when he’s older.” haha. work is interesting.

also this kid daevon HAS to be my favorite in the whole class. he just came back to school from being out for 3 days. he had some type of viral infection & was in the hospital for it. well yesterday he came back. & right before lunch as we were dismissing tables to go line up he was grabbing onto some kids shoulders & doig hip thrusts. it was soo funny. im laughing while im typing this. hahahahaha. & we had computer lab that day, & they just have free time on the computer so hes just playing some disney games. & well he was really into it. when he was playing he shouts out, “GET THOSE NUTS!! GET THOSE NUTS!!!!!” XD oh man. i was like wtf?! & one of his best friends that’s in a different class is probably the cutest, most adorable little boy i’ve ever seen. i look at him & think, “he’s going to be a heartbreaker some day!” & so i always wave to him & smile when i see him. & daevon comes up to me at the end of the day & tells me “you love jaelyn.” he whispered it so i didn’t catch it. he had to repeat it a couple more times until i finally got it. then i start cracking up. & he says “you love jaelyn. k-i-s-s-i-n-g.” & yes he skipped the whole first part of the song. XD & i’m just laughing. these kids were born OUT of my era. in the 2000s. omg they’re so young. haha. which reminds me that one of the kids was singing usher’s song, yeah. & i said, “were you even born when that came out?!” hahaha.

me being only 5 feet tall has posed a problem with work. alot of the kids in the older grades that know i’m a para ask me why i’m so short. -_- i get slightly offended. & friday as i was walking into the school, some kids were already waiting outside to be let in for school. & as i open the door & start to walk in i hear from one of the kids, “how old is she?!” well, if they saw my face they would know, but i was wearing my sunglasses. but i don’t know. it just kinda hurts.

speaking of kids offending me, this one girl who is probably in 3rd or 4th grade that has noticed me since the first day came up to me this week after lunch & asked me if i knew how to speak japanese. i just think in my head, “ignorant white kids.” & i just politely say, “i’m not japanese.” then she asks again, “do you know how to speak japanese?” & this thing goes on for 3 more times until she turns away. i’m just offended that she asks me that instead of “what’s your nationality?” like we all know how to speak japanese. don’t assume.

& this one other kid asked me if i speak spanish. do i look mexican?! i dont think so. does this look mexican too you?:

XD i like how i just threw that in there. haha. well yea, that didn’t offend me as much because this boy is younger. entering 1st grade. & he is much more adorable. his name’s angel, & he’s missing his front teeth. ^_^ so cute. apparently he can speak spanish.

this job ends this coming friday. bye bye cute little 1st graders! but i have another job lined up for me for the first 3 weeks in july! making more money! yay! i told my mom, & she was happy. i told my dad, & he said i need some time to study. WTF?! it’s summer time. i don’t need to study!

yesterday, i hung out with arielle & dan. it was fun. well until i noticed dan has really bad style. he needs to fix up that hair & his wardrobe. & that he is really cheap. he wouldn’t pay for anything. what kinda man is that?! & he’s really dorky. i’m embarrassed for him everytime he opens his mouth. & the fact that he “left” us at borders. yea wtf? he doesn’t even have a cell phone. how the hell were we going to find him? good thing we did. but anyways, that really pissed both of me & arielle off. gdamn. he’s not a man & isn’t ready to date until he steps his game up. i forbid arielle to date dan. especially after him leaving us.

well that was my week accompanied with this hella long xanga post. this better post without any internet problems. i’ll cry if it doesn’t.

soo i really have nothing to say except one thing.

yesterday was leah’s birthday party. we just chilled & ate. it was fun being able to just talk & talk. XD haha because i know that’s what i was doing. well lots of interesting stuff was exchanged in conversation. all i know now is that jasmine should’ve listened to me instead of being the bitch that she is. karma’s a bitch babe.

MOTHER FUCKER! i just posted this, & my computer lost connection. now i have to retype everything all over again. RAWR!

i guess i’m back into the habit of posting regularly.

i take back everything about kids being cute. today, they were horrible. the kids wouldn’t shut up, there were 3 cryers today, one girl threw up, one boy bit another boy, etc. etc. but hey, it’s friday. i don’t have to see them again until monday. good thing. i’m soo tired of them right now. only thing good today was that my teacher bought me chipotle. ^_^ she’s so nice.

& also to top off my horrendous day, i saw jasmine. gag me. i was walking to the parking lot after work & i saw her sister, jessica. i halfway smile as i see her. jessica acknowledges she sees me but instead of smiling she looks back at jasmine who’s behind her. i didn’t notice her until jessica looked back at her. by the way that went down, i can tell jasmine told her not to talk to me. & jasmine was standing like she was acting like she didn’t see me & she’s way too cool to notice. hahaha. omg shes so lame. what i waste of my life.

but anyways, on a lighter note, the other day i was watching rain’s i’m coming music video, & i noticed that he was wearing dolce & gabanna sunglasses. & i thought to myself, “rain’s wearing dolce & gabanna sunglasses. OMFG! we’re made for each other!” XD hahaha. since, i mean, i own a pair myself, & i’m completely in love with rain. & also se7en, but rain at the utmost.

seee?! hahaha. well you can’t really see the d&g on my sunglasses, but trust me. they’re d&g. :]

rain’s i’m coming music video! enjoy!